I need to maintain consistency in memorizing. I can do this!
I just finished doing my nighttime Bible reading. I have been reading the book of Jeremiah for the nights and completed 1, 2, and 3 John this morning. From my Old Testament readings, it is crazy to see how much suffering the Prophet Jeremiah had to endure. He kept prophesying that Babylon was going to come. His message was primarily of Judgment, and the people did not take it well. The false prophets were prophesying peace when God speaking through Jeremiah was prophesying Judgement. King Zedekiah got his eyes gouged out, his sons slaughtered before Him, and kingdom taken because He did not listen to the Prophet Jeremiah. However, even in Judgement, God protected Jeremiah because He trusted in his promises.
I am ashamed of myself because of my selfishness and my need for comfort. I cannot help thinking that a million people are homeless right now, thousands are orphaned, kids are sold into sex-trafficking and slavery, murderers running wild because there is no food; absolute chaos is going on in Haiti right now. John said that one of the enemies of the Christian is the world. The World entices us and lures us to sleep. I see this reality happening right now. I am worried about my school debt, personal comfort, and future when 200,000 people have just perished. Is there not something wrong with me? I read my Bible and Jesus said that those who deny themselves are his. Those who "seek first His kingdom and His righteousness" will be blessed. My heart is once again heavy because I see how the world is making us sleep to the disasters and the reality of suffering right now. People are more concerned about a friday night party, relationship, personal comfort, education, family, friends, and many other things that distract us from the Kingdom. God said that knowing Him means showing mercy to the oppressed, clothing the poor, feeding the hungry, defending the alien, and breaking the yoke of wickedness (Isaiah 58). This is what true religion looks like. To be honest, I think I have let many things distract me from God, i.e. future comfort, education, even the church itself. In my heart of hearts, I know what we are doing right now is NOT REAL CHRISTIANITY. This is not it, it's not consistent with what the Bible teaches. Somehow, we have managed to twist the Scriptures in a way to make our lives seek comfort and pleasure rather embrace the world of Calvary. My heart is feeling like I need to go to Haiti right now, I don't know why, but the desire is there. It's going to take a long time to rebuild there. I don't know if God is changing my heart for the Philippines mission trip, and is redirecting my heart to Haiti. Lord, please guide me. Forgive me Father for being enticed by the world and the pleasures of this world. Open my eyes to see reality as you would see it. In Jesus name, Amen
Jeremiah 22:15-16
and r do justice and righteousness?
s Then it was well with him.
16 t He judged the cause of the poor and needy;
s then it was well.
Is not this u to know me?
declares the Lord.
I just finished doing my night time devotion. Everything in the Old Testament from the Temple to the sacrifices pointed to Jesus. The author of Hebrews makes the parallel that the true Holy of Holies is Heaven itself. Only a high priest could enter once a year, and this was a shadow of the heavenly reality of Christ entering. The problem with the Levitical Priesthood is that it was always imperfect because they were sinners and they sacrificed with the blood of goats and bulls. Then comes along Jesus, entering the true Holy of Holies: Heaven itself. He leaves Heaven, takes on a human body, offers his perfect blood that cleanses our filth, and returns to Heaven. Now we are brought back to God. We are cleansed of our evil consciences because He came! Now he lives to be our Great High Priest. I can exalt God now because He lives! The Lord is for us, because Christ came for us, and Lives for us! This is a glorious truth. Lord, help me not forget your precious words! This still blows my mind away!
If I speak in the tongues of men and of angels, but have not love, I am a noisy gong or a clanging cymbal. 2 And if I have a prophetic powers, and understand all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have all faith, b so as to remove mountains, but have not love, I am nothing. 3 c If I give away all I have, and d if I deliver up my body to be burned, [1] but have not love, I gain nothing. 4 e Love is patient and f kind; love g does not envy or boast; it h is not arrogant 5 or rude. It i does not insist on its own way; it j is not irritable or resentful; [2] 6 it k does not rejoice at wrongdoing, but l rejoices with the truth. 7 m Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, e endures all things. 8 Love never ends. Love for my family is the biggest hindrance and inconsistency in my Christian life. My family is screwed up and so many times I just want to hide it. I try to run away from it and suppress the reality of the brokenness. My brother says he'll never believe in my Christ because I do not live the life. He says I'm a "closet Christian." As much as I wanted to fight against it, his words do ring true. How can I teach about love, when I do not love my own father and brother? How can I teach about patience if I am not patient with my family? Paul even goes on to say that "If I give up all possessions, and have not love....I gain nothing." This is really profound. Because I am willing to give everything I have for my screwed up family, but in the name of justice and not love. God, would you do a work in me to teach me to love the unlovable. Remind me of how much you loved me when I hated you and rejected you. Remind me of how you forgive those who crucified you. Remind me of your love.
I am so thankful that my classes requires me to read some of the greatest minds of history: Augustine. This is one of the intellectual giants of Christian history. In On Free Choice of the Will, the beginning of the book starts off with a basic question: Is God the cause of evil? Augustine begins by showing that humans are the cause of evil. The reason why evil entered the world because it was a defect, or irrational, or inordinate desire that malfunctioned. Humans chose temporal goods rather than the eternal good. They chose to be enslaved by the temporal rather than mastering the temporal by submitting to the eternal law of God. I am amazed at how Augustine wanted to answer these questions with absolute piety. He writes that we should seek to answer these questions with "God's help and prayer." Amazing! An excellent theologian is one who seeks God's helps and prays!
Isaiah 48:18-19
b Then your peace would have been like a river,
and your righteousness like the waves of the sea;
c your offspring would have been like the sand,
and your descendants like its grains;
their name would never be cut off
or destroyed from before me.”
Isaiah 40:28-31